God's Time

Remember that all things happen in God's time. If I am praying about something and God tells me to go, it doesn't mean that things are going to happen the way I think they should. I know he has a plan. What I do or do not is part of his plan. I only pray that I am following his plan with Grace in my heart and the Holy Spirit guiding my direction.

If I am not, please let this peace in my heart not mislead me. Let God put my conscience in unrest that I may be directed to amend the wrongdoing if it be his will as well.

With the experience I've had in my life, for the last 20 years, that I have been degraded by friends, family and strangers, for things I never did. That no one defended me or my character, even those who knew me, is painful and frustrating. but learning to live with this has been a Godsend because I grew stronger and closer to God. And that makes it a blessing.